been super uber busy…. still looking for a time to penn down a “xiang yang” post instead of just narrating out certain events….

Psychology lessons…. projects….. people….. emotions and feelings juz run through…. i feel now everything is so fragile from work to friendships one wrong move/trigger and the whole chain of each thing would break….. have to take every step with caution… it’s very uncomfortable…. n every wrong step that i would not be able to put that down and move on, but i would juz harp on it, stupid me…. this make me so scared/ nervous/ worried about my upcoming steps n i mean really…..

yes… im glad pp say im cheerful to everyone in schl and they see me as someone who can like never get stressed and manages time so well until cannot say… but all wrong manzz… especially the stress part, omg….. i just don’t show it manz plz, i have feelings and emotions one k…. and every word that everyone says whether good or bad i am able to hear and feel (dunnoe why maybe its just the look i portray to others)….. remembering the quote i came up with in 2006 “smile at the end of the day”, glad i stick to that…..

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